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With Regrets​.​.​.

by All Hallow's Evil

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1.
Another failure, not if, but when and I ask, is it worth it again? I try to fly but I only fall I try to walk but I only crawl No light to guide and no ties to bind and I ask, will you save me this time? 'cause at this point I've got nothing left as you could have guessed so now, tell me the rest All will be revealed Written in the stars Written in the scars Never fully sealed HEY! Standing out in the falling rain Can I ask, what's you're personal pain? She said, "I'm just trying to clean these wounds, if they don't close soon, then they'll eat me too." Don't go thinkin' 'bout the past again, 'cause I know it's been on your mind Well there's no future from the place I stand so if you can, climb off your mountain again And see nothing lasts forever so she said: "Lay my arms down by my side, I'm as good as dead" Hold me closer for I fear the end is coming near and I don't know what I'd do if you left me here Past this point I don't believe there's anything to see Past this point, I don't think I believe 'Cause I've been swimming far too long without a place to go Except the soothing kiss of the undertow It's getting darker, there's no telling when this storm will break If you're leaving, crush me in your wake I always thought I'd need a savior, but no one arrived I always thought I'd need a savior once the magic died I always thought I'd need a savior with a cleansing kiss I thought I'd ask to be saved, but not like this Hold me closer for I fear the end is coming near and I don't know what I'd do if you left me here Past this point I don't believe there's anything to see Past this point, I don't think I believe 'Cause I've been swimming far too long without a place to go Except the soothing kiss of the undertow It's getting darker, there's no telling when this storm will break If you're leaving, crush me in your wake
2.
Looks like I got a little story to tell About the way things were before this all packed up and went straight to hell and said I'd see you there We were waiting for the pieces to fall Just like we knew they would But I think the "how" surprised us all When there was nothing we could save And if I said that I loved you again Would that make it right? Could we both believe it or just pretend?? So that we're not alone tonight In all the time I'd lost I never figured out the cost of living here among the ghosts and searching for what I miss most How easy it can be to go and fall in love with memories If you find out, then let me know if what I miss is you or me 'Cause either way I'd like it back But I think it's already gone... We've gone too far to turn back now and even if we could, I don't know how and I don't think I'm willing to learn so I'll take my chances and let this burn
3.
Myopic 04:10
It's all a matter of circumstance You'll understand when the morning comes It doesn't hurt you if you think it can't You'll understand when the moment's done That it's not about the "who fucked who" When it's plain to see that I fucked you But now the moment's passed, so away I go Close your eyes and you'll never know How deep the cut, how wide the scar That you're a little more lost than you think you are But you can't have it all and you still have you health Just keep telling yourself that... It doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt... Say it just like it's true Everyone will believe it, but can you? If I go, how far would you follow? And if I let you, how far would you lead? Do you feel deep down that there is no tomorrow? Or is a promise all that you need? Then don't listen if it's ringing hollow If you don't want to look then close your eyes 'Cause you don't have to believe, you just have to swallow You'd be surprised what naivete buys So now the game's in play and the ornament of setting just falls away... But now you've figured it out so you know what it means and you disregard the things you've seen Because where this may lead What this may be Just can't break like reality Can you believe it? If I go, how far would you follow? And if I let you, how far would you lead? Do you feel deep down that there is no tomorrow? Or is a promise all that you need? Then don't listen if it's ringing hollow If you don't want to look then close your eyes 'Cause you don't have to believe, you just have to swallow You'd be surprised what naivete buys
4.
While I don't know what's holding this together I can find what will tear it apart but I guess that's easy, because structure we have to be taught but we're in love with destruction right from the start I guess it's possible that this all could be saved But I wouldn't bet that it happens today Either way, it's none of my concern We didn't come to pay our respects We came to watch it burn Sometimes I like to pretend That the twist at the end isn't that we were dead all along we were just wrong and the moment simply passed and then we moved on too fast I guess there's a chance that everything's fine and all the troubles were in my mind but it's hard to see the light when you're down this low so if you find a better way, then let me know 'cause I don't know what I would do if everything I touched didn't turn into the wreckage you see in my wake 'cause if I didn't make trouble, what else would I make You see, I can't say that I believe in the devil but I think he might believe in me I'd love to tell him to go, but he really seems to enjoy the show All he does is laugh throughout his stay until the end, when all he can do is say: "Is this what you wanted? It's okay to say no. But that doesn't mean that it will change a goddamn thing about how this goes. Is this what you asked for? If it is, then there's something wrong Why don't you let it go? 'Cause from what I know, this one is too far gone"
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I want to stay right here forever and let the pieces fall where they may Wouldn't it be great to suffocate together? As long as it doesn't change a thing But you know you don't have to stay and at any point, you could walk away It's safer here, doing as you're told than it ever could be out there in the cold Is this where we were all waiting to be lead? As hollow as the holes where we'll rest our heads Tell me something to make this go away Or sell me something to make it all okay I'd gladly throw away my tomorrows to take the edge off of today Why you wish to hold onto this is far beyond my grasp Because nothing new will be coming through until you let this past But I guess you found it's easier to lie amongst the dirt because after all, nobody thinks and no one gets hurt The road to nowhere is coming up fast and consequence of the way you took its not like watching a car crash its like watching someone crash just to make sure you look
6.
Hand of God 04:57
I think we're going down to were no god could save us now but then do you think that we were really all that close to divinity? Maybe you're a dreamer who still sees the stars at night and I'm the bitter one looking up at the afterglow of long dead light To all the gods who we've ever prayed We could really use one of you today But if your not there, then it's okay We didn't really expect you anyway My bones will lie among the waste My flesh will fall away Just throw the dirt upon my chest and these ruins will be my grave Or throw my ashes to the wind Cast my bones into the waves Already lost and there I'll stay Where no hand of god could ever save My bones will lie among the waste My flesh will fall away Just throw the dirt upon my chest and these ruins will be my grave Or throw my ashes to the wind Cast my bones into the waves Already lost and there I'll stay Where no hand of god could ever save
7.
I swear I've seen that look before Though I can't remember what it's done It's moments like this that we later refer to As mistake number one Everything that came before has lead to where we are and we couldn't have known our limits until we went too far So tell me everything You wish you didn't know and I will find a place for all those things to go and if you want 'em back then you don't say a word because they'll always be there as long as it hurts The facade starts to go and the cracks start to show and once you've seen the strings it's just so sad You can't block them out again Congratulations, You've been had! A lie goes down much easier with someone else to tell it Now take a good look in the mirror and be sure to sell it So tell me everything You wish you didn't know and I will find a place for all those things to go and if you want 'em back then you don't say a word because they'll always be there as long as it hurts
8.
Ephemera 02:51
It's not that I don't know what to say I just don't know how to say it I close my eyes to fall asleep and there you are There's nothing I can do My thoughts are filled with you and every time you're not right here it's just too far I guess I must love you 'cause I'm thinking of you the better part of my day I know I can't hide it So why should I fight it? I know it won't go away You must understand that my heart's in your hands and I hope that you'll treat it right but it's still worth it in every way just to be with you tonight I'm running in circles can't tell day from night it's always oh, so bright with an angel in your sight but I'll tell you this: nothing can bring me down Except for the moments when you're not around I can't eat I can't sleep I see you I feel weak and I know you don't feel the same but what can I do, cause I'm in love with you so I guess I'll just play your game You must understand that my heart's in your hands and that's more than you can say because, after all, you just put up that wall and now you're walking away Don't let it end like this Without you I don't know what I'd do Without you I just don't know I want you, I need you I swear I won't leave you I hope that you'll do the same Didn't think it would go this far but, you know, here we are why must we play this game? Don't let it end like this Why do we pretend like this? I don't know, I don't know
9.
Tell me that you love me That's all I need to hear Tell me that you'll never leave and always want me near Tell me that you need me that's all you have to say Tell me I'm your everything and remember me this way God knows I'll remember you I don't have a choice The sparkle in your eyes and the angels in your voice They make it sound so easy the way they say "let it go" but they don't understand that we have more than they'll ever know The sweet nothings we whispered together and how you said you'd love me forever then you stopped one day like you just forgot oh, but I did not So place your head upon my chest as I wrap my hands around your neck Tonight we rest with the stars above Goodnight, my love
10.
I guess it all comes back again whether you want it or not all the things you wish you weren't and all that you forgot But as time goes on and distance grows it gets easier or so I'm told I wouldn't know I'm not much for letting go So lay with me just one more time Kill the lights and close the blinds and we'll pretend to rest in peace 'til the shadows die and the echoes cease I swear I'd throw it all away if I knew it wouldn't come back some day but as the morning comes and it's not unsaid and it's not undone as I rest my head tonight may I never see the light And in your hour of violent need your god has turned up dead Now we'll see if you can swim in the rivers that you bled Everything is different now and yes, that makes you wrong you may have been broken down but at least then you belonged Silence come and be my friend because these echoes never end

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After making THIS FAUSTIAN FLESH, I wanted to try my hand at songs with more traditional structures, so we ended up somewhere near Prog Pop Metal.

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released June 7, 2008

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All Hallow's Evil Groton, Connecticut

All Hallow's Evil embodies the synthesis of medication and man, as the man behind All Hallow's Evil is mostly medication. Rumors say that Jay Gironimi has actually been dead for 5 years and this is just gas escaping the body.

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